Monday-
Today we had 3 different meetings that all lasted about an
hour or more and none of them accomplished anything. My Portuguese is not up to
par to understand or contribute, but even without knowing what is going on- I
know there is nothing going on (discussions that go in circles and nothing is
accomplished!). Frustrating. Yes. We are told we will each teach only one class
for 4 hours a week because we have so many English professors (why did they
hire two more?). Then we are told we may have a 10 week break (ummm awesome,
but seriously I came here to work! Use me!!). Then we are told we have to get
up every day this week at 4:30 to watch the students do military-like exercises
and “babysit” them as they do their countless chores. We decide this
is ridiculous and agree to show up at 6:00. No one should be up before dark
cutting grass! Even in this heat we need our sleep. I feel sad because I have a
choice, but the students do not. Hmmmm.
Then we are
told to meet at the gymnasium at 13:50. We wait for half an hour and then learn
that the students still haven’t eaten yet and nothing can be done until after
they eat. We go home and sit in our boiling hot house waiting to be called at
any moment to go back to “work.” Will I ever get used to this inefficiency? Is
this system really inefficient or is America’s over-efficiency clouding my mind
and expectations?
Tuesday-
Today we head out at 6 to “babysit” students in the outdoor kitchen.
Then we go home and “tomar banho” (take a bath) and head to the cafeteria. Oh!
to my surprise everyone is very dressed up and a ceremony is about to happen….
to my even greater surprise the Administrador of Homoine (mayor) is arriving
within minutes and we are to go and greet him. I am dressed nicely, but still
underdressed for the occasion. I find that pulling the “ignorant foreigner”
card gives me a great excuse for the things I do wrong. We shake hands with the
mayor and head to the ceremony, which consists of the chefes planting trees
with the new students, a small cultural moment with Mozambican dancing and
singing and then the director talking about the diversity of teachers at this
school (Americanas and Cubanos). Next the mayor welcomes the students to
Homoine and to the Instituto de Formacao de Professores. I look around and
watch as the eager, unknowing students begin to glimpse what their life for the
next three years will be like. They have no idea how much they will change.
Their work ethic will change so that the labored, back-aching work done here
seems normal. Their bodies will change as they have to cook their own food (men and
women alike- take that sexism!) and are forced to do military-style exercises at
4:30 am. These students will push through. They will struggle on and study
hard. This school presents a future for them that they may otherwise not have.
After three years of grueling work, intensive study, and student teaching these
students will attempt to find jobs as Elementary (primary) school teachers far
and wide in Mozambique. They may move to the neighboring village or across the
country.
They differ from
many students in the states because of their thirst for knowledge of other
cultures and places. They respect the teacher in a way that has been lost in
America. They are invested in bettering themselves, not just for money, but for
the future of their country. I am lucky to be a part of their experience.
Wednesday-
We received our schedules yesterday at the end of the day.
It revealed that I in fact have Wednesday off, but my roommate will start
teaching today. We prepare our first class as best as we can since our
Mozambican peers have once again left us in the dark. My roommate prepares me
as much as she can. I am thankful that I have an extremely helpful and
thoughtful roommate. So thoughtful, in fact, that she helped me when I thought
my night terrors would get the best of me. The other night I had a nightmare
and I was convinced that there was something outside my window. I started to give
myself a mini-panic attack- my heart beating right out of my chest. I slipped
out of my haunted room and into my roommate’s. She woke up and scooted over
offering me a blanket and some security. She was prepared and happy to help
assuage my ridiculous fears. It’s great to have that kind of support in a
country far from home and full of many different fear-inducing things.
Thursday-
Finally I get to teach!! I have no classes before 8:30
a.m.(luckily!!). I teach two hour blocks, four times a week. That’s only eight
hours total, but that leaves plenty of time for secondary projects! My first
day of class went as expected. A little bit crazy. We played the name game and
I took pictures of all of the students so I could practice their names. Then we
went over classroom expectations (you no like if your cell phone rings, I will
throw it out the window). I realized that the levels in my classroom are all
over the place. Some of the students don’t understand any English and others
understand almost everything! It will be extremely difficult to plan for all
these different levels and make sure that each student gets what he/she needs.
Talk about a challenge!
Friday-
Today my goal was to learn all 23 of my students’ names and get
a better understanding of their levels of English. Time to plan a Needs
Assessment for Monday!
All in all- a successful week! Looking forward to finally
teaching and being busy!



Yes you're right you are lucky to be a part of their experience. Your growth will come from knowing that.
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